Such a blessed Christmas!!!!!!

I cannot begin to say what a wonderful Christmas we had. In a way I was kinda sad because Christmas Day was a month since my grandpa had passed :( but I tried really hard to be cheerful for Lyberti because it was her 1st Christmas. Okay so here we goooooo...........

On Friday, evening we opened presents with my parents. Lyberti got her 1st high chair (Winnie the Pooh of course......lol) from my mom & dad & Mandi got her a couple different outfits & some much needed toys :)

On Saturday, we went to Justin's family Christmas brunch. They got Libby a ton of much need things. Some outfits, toys, & some other things. She got a Veggie Tale CD & book from Noah. That was soooo sooo sweet :) Then on Saturday evening we went to my Grandmas house for dinner. It was so hard this year with my Grandpa not being there. We were all sad that day :( but we all tried to make the most of it. We played cards & watch the football game to try & keep our minds off of miss Grandpa so much. Lyberti got her 1st tricycle. (That was all my Grandpa wanted to get her for Christmas, so my Grandma kept her promise & got her one.) It is really cute :) She got a couple of other things as well.

On Sunday, we had a wonderful morning church service & then we went to my mom & dads & had dinner with my other set of Grandparents. They got her a boat load of stuff to. My goodness. She got a ton of much needed sleepers & toys......cant forget the toys......lol. ( I bet you have never heard a parent say there kid needs toys.....lol)

It was a glorious day to celebrate Jesus birth. I am so so thankful that God has given us another year to be with loved ones once again. Thank you Lord for your goodness. You are so faithful & mindful.






This is Emily & Kelsey we all grew up together :)

Feeling Better

Thank you for your prayers & thoughts. Since my last post I have been doing a lot better. I guess all I needed was a really really good & looooong cry & time for a few hours with just me & God. It has been really hard to get in a good conversation with God because Libby has been so demanding lately. I am just so thankful to the Lord for being there to listen what has been on my heart.

Lyberti has been a little bit better this week. Since my last post she has gotten her 1st tooth & she has been sitting up on her own a lot better & she has almost mastered rolling over from her back to her belly. Oh......my that all happened really quick. It seemed like after she got her 1st tooth she discovered she could do all of this other stuff......lol. I am so so proud of her. I thank the Lord so much for helping her with her teething. She has only had one really bad day that I had to give her orajel & Tylenol. Other than that just a lot of dulling & trying to put everything in her mouth.....lol

It was such a treat yesterday. It was the 1st time we had all been out to eat as a family since Lyberti has been born. Justin & I both loved it :) Libby even sat in a high chair for the 1st time :) It was a very special day!!!!! What a wonderful Christmas present. Thank you Lord once again for your many many blessing you have given my family!

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I really dont know what to name this post. I just need to get somethings off my chest. So, if I just start rambling & not making since just ignore me.

Lately I have really felt alone & down. I just dont feel very happy anymore. I try so hard to put a front up in front of Justin & everyone else. I dont no why? I guess there is just a lot going on & I feel like it is all my fault. It really probable isn't but I just feel like it is. I just dont know what to do anymore all I want to do is cry & I no that will not solve anything. Sometimes, I think maybe if I could just be alone & get a break from Libby or get out of the house it would help but I know it wouldn't because then I would be worried about Libby & I still wouldn't get a break. I just dont really no how to explain whats been heavy on my chest. I no I could always talk to Justin but I dont think he would understand what I am trying to say. I am just rambling I am just confused?

Lyberti, has been so so so hard to take care of the past couple of weeks. She is not wanting to take her naps :( She needs her naps or she is very fussy. I just dont no what to do I am so stressed out about it.

One thing right after another.......

I cant believe it has almost been a month since my last post. I have been so busy will Lyberti & trying to be with my Grandma as much as I can, I have not had time to blog about anything.

1st thing is 1st. I am so sorry to say that my Grandpa did pass away on November 25, 2011. I am so thankful that we got him home in time. We got him home at 7:00pm & he passed away at 9:35pm. All he wanted was to be home. I am so thankful that I was able to be there with my grandma & I did not have to worry about Lyberti. Justin did a wonderful job taking care of her. I still have my moments every time my phone rings I think it is my grandpa calling me. He would always call me every few days to see how we were doing. The last thing he told Justin & I before he passed away was "You take care of that baby" He ALWAYS told us that before he got off the phone with us or before we left there house. He Loved Lyberti so much I am so thankful he got to meet her.


Well our baby girl is 6 months old now.......WOW!!!! did that go by FASSSSSSSSSSST!!!! I cant believe she is half way to 1 already. She has grown so much over the past 6 months. I am starting to get a little concerned about her because she is not holding herself up yet. She holds her head very good of course. I have just heard & read that they should be holding themselves up by now. Maybe its because she is small......I don't know. I guess she will do it when she is ready!

I am so excited about this weekend. It will be nice to go out & do something for FUN for a change. My mom, dad, Mandi, my Grandma, my Aunt Patty, & me are all going to go see the Nutcracker. Its going to be a ballet. I have never been to a ballet before so I am super excited!!!! Also, we have our church Christmas dinner that evening. It will be nice to go out & have a good meal for a change. Then our church Christmas play is on Sunday night......So, we have a busy busy weekend ahead of us.

Well I think that is it hopefully it wont be almost a month by the time I get to blog.